Ok so now I got proper confirmation that I have a date for surgery I can get excited which I am. It's taken me YEARS, FIVE year to be precise to get to surgery stage. It feels weird that it's so soon. I have some amazing people to thank for helping me fight to get to this point and I'm eternally grateful.
As much as I am excited I'm nervous as hell in case something goes wrong which is highly unlikely apart from small things. Also I think I feel sad too, not cos I wanna keep my 'original' chest but cos my body is now actually changing. It's been changing due to taking hormones obviously but it will look completely different, well the top half will.
I literally can't wait to be able to feel comfortable when out in public and not have to only wear certain tops cos they don't show my chest with my binder on. I've never been ashamed of my original chest cos it's part of me and I don't believe in hating it cos it wasn't going to change until now.
I had more to say but I've forgotten what.
Roll on summer and wearing vests.
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