I think i've posted about this before. I can't cry, i knew it would be a side effect (affect?) of taking T but not to this extent. It's really starting to get to me, there's been so many times when I've wanted to just cry as in with snot coming out my nose and everything cos sometimes you need to do it! Once, I said to my female friends to cherish that feeling of frustration and anger which gets turned into crying cos I can't do it anymore. I can get teary but that's it.
Over the past week I've been learning to look at certain situations from a new angle and take a step back. Today is one of them. I know in the long run it's for the best and I need to stop going back to the way I used to be with certain things cos it's not healthy. I thought I was over that shit but apparently not. I know I'll get there.
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