Ok so for the last couple of days/weeks i've been feeling really lonely. I've been reading things online on forums about transition and the affects it has on partners,some are positive and others not so. I'm lucky not to be in that position but i really miss having someone. I don't want a relationship because it's not fair on me meeting someone and me expecting them to just get on board with all my changes. People say 'oh the right girl will just accept you and accept your circumstances' but i don't want her to cos i don't think it's fair. Also i don't think i'm gonna meet someone who is not in the butch/femme/transguy circle for many reaons.
I want to meet someone where i'm just me and not have to explain everything about me being trans.
Is being in the early stages of transition meant to be so lonely?
Change of subject.. i've had no major changes since starting T..i am however feeling the need for my next shot.
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