male toilets

so, yesterday i was in manchester for my friends birthday. we were at font bar for cocktails,my friends left for various things and i went to meet my friends for an hour on Canal street which was cool. an hour passed so i left to meet my friend but it was raining i went to see rachael at work and wait there. anyway after lots of texts i went to meet my friend jamie at retro bar near the village, i needed the toilet so i used the male toilets,no one batted an eyelid at all which was good.

me,sam and jamie went to meet rachael after work and we went to spirit at the bottom of canal street. i needed the toilet again so me and jamie went, as i was waiting outside i was confronted by a vile scally boy who said 'girls toilets are there love'  i told him not to call me love and he was being cocky telling me i'm a girl and i need to use the female toilets, i told him to fuck off. his munter of a friend came out the toilet and he said to him 'oh mate isnt she a girl?', his response was 'well she looks like a bloke but she's still got something in her pants'. i told him to fuck off downstairs. the first scally boy said 'oh i'm just saying youre a girl,are you?'i said its none of your fucking business.

so then we go into the toilets where the 'toilet attendant' refused me entry and told me to go next door, i refused and siad i was male to which he replied no your not. i yelled at him saying that he was transphobic,which he was, also that i was going to tell his manager if he didnt let me so he did. my friend had to undo my trousers but the toilet attendant thought he was coming in the cubicle with me so my friend yelled at him explaining i was disabled and needed help. on the way out my friend shouted at him saying he didn't want this to happen again.

although when we went back to the toilet i got an apology it still pissed me off.

another thing,i'm fucking sick to death of people who think they have the fucking right to make judgement of me and say whatever the please like i don't have fucking feelings!!! i don't understand why there is transphobia on the gay scene,it's fucked up. like i went to a straight bar, a guy walked and asked my friend if he was waiting for the toilet and he said no he was waiting for me,i came out,he did my jeans up and the guy didnt even say anything. i got a gay bar,somewhere you'd think i'd be safe and i get abused.

i try not let things get me down but this has.. mostly i'm angry.