Relationships

I've been feeling lonely recently due to most of my friends being in relationships or having someone, i am happy for them but i do wish i was one of them and i know that the right girl will come along blah blah blah..But where will i find out? I think part of doesn't want to find someone cos i'd have to explain everything to her and i don't know if i could handle the rejection if it happened.

Its been so long that i don't know if i 'd know what to do.

I just wanna meet someone who i don't have to explain everything to.